Baby if you could understand my comprehension you could project my composition and vice versa,
Relationships are taken as competitions no cooperation i see why you wont listen im your opponent.
What will it take for you to fathom its not a fight its a race but its a relay.... pass your baton
Im afraid you let ya feelings numb ya facts you want me back but now im drake... im so far gone
I can joke my way outta any situation im patient,
You say you need me but we argue when we on vacation.
How can i believe you you betrayed my trust and got complacent,
But get offended when women prepare to be ya replacement.
I wont ignore them messages.. I wont ignore them calls,
You fearful of my response cause you know you did me wrong.
I won’t coddle you cause that kinda shit i dont condone,
I learned my lesson made it years off a trauma bond.
How the fuck we get here nobody’s supposed to be here,
Deborah Cox told me that but i was only 3 years.
Maybe it didn’t adhere I need some mental adhesives,
That keep a better grip than clean hardwood wit new kyrie sneakers.
Cause I'm slippin and I'm fallin but before I get up,
Ima put a sign here so you dont trip where I fucked up.
Innovating new ways to protect my mental interphase,
While i monitor what I master so it wont be mixed up.


And so on and so on (x3)


It seems like a never ending cycle of drama,
Compilations of problems formed by unaddressed traumas.
Certain trigger words will stick out I can't control your reaction,
You'll prolly just call me toxic for labeling satisfaction.
Every push has a pull... so what you really gain from it,
You single wit experience... all that means nothing.
Did you really mean it when you said you matured,
I looked you in your eyes and you were cryin out for help.
I took the air out the room when I asked if you was sure,
Cause I knew you said that shit just trynna convince yaself.
I gotta cut you off for lyin and its not cause I'm mad,
It's because you had a choice for truth and chose to lie for nothin.
Who am I to judge? I'm the one that got help,
I didn't look for counseling I looked inside myself.
Didn't look for reasons to validate bad habits... I kept at it,
Didn't look for pity when I was scarred... I kept scratchin.
Everytime I reached out my hand for help... they kept slappin,
You confused by my seclusion.. i stepped in my own bracket.
Aint that some shit... cant win for losin,
I get blamed for cold times since I became my own jacket.